I got angry. So the fuck what?
My mom still treats me like a baby.
So I cried for my old room, and I finally
Got it. Guess what? Memory foam,
Memory foam mattress is right, so
I woke up with memories of
My old ex-boyfriend fucking
Me, so good. I thought of
Every position we had.
Just putting the sheets on
Reminded me of the man I
Had who first heard me cum,
On the microphone and head set.
I remembered the ex-fiance I have
Who did not touch me – for we then
Were living religious laws, and I was
Lying in bed, and he almost touched
Me. He pretended to finger me, and
I was overwhelmed with pleasure –
We had never touched. It was only
In my head.